without

22 10 2009

i sat to write a poem

a poem to describe my heart

a poem that represents me

a poem to express my thoughts,

with a canvas of a paper

a mind with emotions,

but i lost my words, i lost my poem

where did my words go,

the white paper, remained as beautifully white,

lost lost lost

where are my words

maybe stolen

maybe lost

somewhere in the depths of time

a poem lost, never to find

so here i sit, looking at this white

and a thousand emotions fade away……

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8 09 2009

hahaha

tears fill my eyes,

silence keeps me silent ,

thoughts completely die,

am i myself

are we really ourselves

its such a irrelevant question

is there any truth in what u see in the mirror

in the shadow that trails your body every moment

are you really you

why do i live in the moment of  I

why do i ask myself this .. always ???

Night..

when you can close your eyes to the illusions the

day presents..

when you can cut out the blinding light of the sun

and say hi to the other side..

Night..

is sitting under that lamp-post lost in thoughts you

wont ever be brave to face in the light ..

Night ..

when ya cant see whats ahead of you

but whats within you

night is the time of truth..

there are no more masks to say hi too..

no more feeling sick of the fake smiles..

night is feeling alone,,

feeling like what God feels.. yes

Night is The God – The Unknown

shadowed again…

untamed again….

insanity….





blue violin

7 09 2009

hisviolin





rainbow

27 08 2009

he calls to me through my dreams…..
dancing together in the shadows of my sleep…..
where we laugh and love once again…..
in his arms….
i feel him now….
distance couldn’t keep us apart….
when destiny drew us together…..
i hold on to him for eternity….
as long as he keeps calling……





you….

7 08 2009

no one knows you…

they don’t deserve to….

i don’t say that I know you…

but i breathe you……

I live in you…..

they think you are what words can describe…..

they try to picture you with their words……

you are more than just a bunch of words…

has anyone ever understood the depth of fire…..

does anyone know where it was born…..

has any one dared to plunge in…

burn themselves…….

no….

then how can they know you….

feel your intensity…

your love….

i am not going to tell them who you are……never….

this girl you own…

owns you completely……

and is never gonna let them know…..

cause they don’t deserve to……

in the eyes of the world….

we will live….

showing  them what they wanna see…..

cause they can never see beyond…..

but I see u…..

naked….completely…

i breathe your soul as you breathe in mine….

i thirst for your love as you thirst for mine…..

i belong to you more than I ever belonged to anyone

i own you more than i ve ever owned anyone……

he calls to me through my dreams…..

dancing together in the shadows of my sleep…..

where we laugh and love once again…..

in his arms….i feel him now….

distance couldn’t keep us apart….

when destiny drew us together…..

i hold on to him for eternity….

as long as he keeps calling…..






me and you….

5 08 2009

And all we want
Is me and you
And all we will have
Is me and you
And all that matters
Is me and you
And all is me
And all is you
And all we are
Is me and you………





ti amo, then why….

3 08 2009

wait

wait
wait
waiting,
dreaming,
materialize
reality
smiles,
disappear
wait again
craving
anxious
hopeful,
smiles
love
kisses,
evanesce
why
momentary
why
bereaved
vanish,
perplexed
faith
trust
conjoin
soul
wait
wait
waiting again.