vehemence…

22 09 2009

who am i..why do you come near me..cause u want me…cause you think i am beautiful…am i…look again…i am an ugly angel…..who you see living,smiling,laughing,crying…with beautiful eyez to die for…..with large wings that flutter to fly….with an halo that illuminates my soul….with tears that cry with yours…. i am the one u’ll love for no reason…. but then i scream….asking you to look again…look at me….look into these eyes….deep inside…..do you see me bleed…..do you see the fire that Burns the halo….the rage that tears my wings….the devil that rips my soul…..do you see..haa…the beautiful devil…camouflaged behind the angel….do you see me…living this death with complete insanity….do you see my ghost that makes me oh so sane….no….you dont….you cant as you are too blinded by the obvious…..by the ugly…..no..you can never know….you dont deserve to know me…. and dont you dare to come any where near me…..ma fire will burn ya down…i’ll poison u so slowly that u’ll beg for more….beg to die…..but i’ll still keep u alive cause u dont deserve death……..

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Consumed by fire, Renewed by the flames, Reborn inside and out

15 09 2009

Phoenix Archoooo txt1





blue violin

7 09 2009

hisviolin





misread

22 08 2009

What did I do?
What did we do?
Why is there a feud
between me and you?
what had been peace,
is now less luminous.
my emotions are no venom
look into my eyes and

tell me what you see
you see all of me
but you don’t see the truth
take me as I am
no more
no less
no hidden intentions
pure and true
you might know the person I act like
but you do not know me
so do not judge me
I was already judged my fate
do not act like you know me
i will forever be a stranger in your midst,
that failed shadow
im angry
not with the world
but with myself
not many people get me,
not many understand The things that I say,
the writings of my hand.





as i dance…..

10 08 2009

finally





you….

7 08 2009

no one knows you…

they don’t deserve to….

i don’t say that I know you…

but i breathe you……

I live in you…..

they think you are what words can describe…..

they try to picture you with their words……

you are more than just a bunch of words…

has anyone ever understood the depth of fire…..

does anyone know where it was born…..

has any one dared to plunge in…

burn themselves…….

no….

then how can they know you….

feel your intensity…

your love….

i am not going to tell them who you are……never….

this girl you own…

owns you completely……

and is never gonna let them know…..

cause they don’t deserve to……

in the eyes of the world….

we will live….

showing  them what they wanna see…..

cause they can never see beyond…..

but I see u…..

naked….completely…

i breathe your soul as you breathe in mine….

i thirst for your love as you thirst for mine…..

i belong to you more than I ever belonged to anyone

i own you more than i ve ever owned anyone……

he calls to me through my dreams…..

dancing together in the shadows of my sleep…..

where we laugh and love once again…..

in his arms….i feel him now….

distance couldn’t keep us apart….

when destiny drew us together…..

i hold on to him for eternity….

as long as he keeps calling…..






me and you….

5 08 2009

And all we want
Is me and you
And all we will have
Is me and you
And all that matters
Is me and you
And all is me
And all is you
And all we are
Is me and you………