you…..

18 11 2009
Loving you brings to me such pride,
every second I find myself loving you more
I love your smile, your laugh, your touch;
Your kisses awaken my saddened heart
All the time in between while we’re apart,
I miss you terribly, but it is still a perfect day,
For I carry you in my heart

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vehemence…

22 09 2009

who am i..why do you come near me..cause u want me…cause you think i am beautiful…am i…look again…i am an ugly angel…..who you see living,smiling,laughing,crying…with beautiful eyez to die for…..with large wings that flutter to fly….with an halo that illuminates my soul….with tears that cry with yours…. i am the one u’ll love for no reason…. but then i scream….asking you to look again…look at me….look into these eyes….deep inside…..do you see me bleed…..do you see the fire that Burns the halo….the rage that tears my wings….the devil that rips my soul…..do you see..haa…the beautiful devil…camouflaged behind the angel….do you see me…living this death with complete insanity….do you see my ghost that makes me oh so sane….no….you dont….you cant as you are too blinded by the obvious…..by the ugly…..no..you can never know….you dont deserve to know me…. and dont you dare to come any where near me…..ma fire will burn ya down…i’ll poison u so slowly that u’ll beg for more….beg to die…..but i’ll still keep u alive cause u dont deserve death……..





blue violin

7 09 2009

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rainbow

27 08 2009

he calls to me through my dreams…..
dancing together in the shadows of my sleep…..
where we laugh and love once again…..
in his arms….
i feel him now….
distance couldn’t keep us apart….
when destiny drew us together…..
i hold on to him for eternity….
as long as he keeps calling……





you….

7 08 2009

no one knows you…

they don’t deserve to….

i don’t say that I know you…

but i breathe you……

I live in you…..

they think you are what words can describe…..

they try to picture you with their words……

you are more than just a bunch of words…

has anyone ever understood the depth of fire…..

does anyone know where it was born…..

has any one dared to plunge in…

burn themselves…….

no….

then how can they know you….

feel your intensity…

your love….

i am not going to tell them who you are……never….

this girl you own…

owns you completely……

and is never gonna let them know…..

cause they don’t deserve to……

in the eyes of the world….

we will live….

showing  them what they wanna see…..

cause they can never see beyond…..

but I see u…..

naked….completely…

i breathe your soul as you breathe in mine….

i thirst for your love as you thirst for mine…..

i belong to you more than I ever belonged to anyone

i own you more than i ve ever owned anyone……

he calls to me through my dreams…..

dancing together in the shadows of my sleep…..

where we laugh and love once again…..

in his arms….i feel him now….

distance couldn’t keep us apart….

when destiny drew us together…..

i hold on to him for eternity….

as long as he keeps calling…..






crescent moon….

6 08 2009

There once was this girl I met….at time when life was nice and bright….she walked in with a smile…and added to the happiness in my life…a stranger who felt like a friend for life…the balcony… …the laughs…the music….the love… the moon….. embedded…deep inside….we painted a picture of a crescent moon that night..splashed it with colours of our friendship in myriad ways…..the best moments of our lives…..
We traveled with this friendship….dancing….swaying….along with the wind……not knowing where it would lead us…life was not the same…not as bright…not as sane….sometimes together…sometimes alone…sometimes lost…sometimes unknown….but what never changed and is still the together….was the bond created by moon that shone….
distances created by time….mind….attitudes…..and people…..somehow failed to discolor what we painted by the moon…..maybe a bit chipped away when we stumbled and despise each other…maybe for a second…..maybe a minute….maybe a year…..but somewhere we knew that , the beauty of the moon lies in scars its bound to bear….
Today…I write this knowing…that the moon does not shine as bright everyday…..that an eclipse is bound to emerge…time….mind….people…..…distance…age….memories….anger ….hate… love…..are bound to manipulate ….and maybe we ll forget our faces….and meet in our graves….…
but one thing my dear friend…I know for sure ..the picture of the moon embedded on our soul  that night would never fade away…..
i will always know that girl i met that day…..laughing….singing….and smiling away ……





me and you….

5 08 2009

And all we want
Is me and you
And all we will have
Is me and you
And all that matters
Is me and you
And all is me
And all is you
And all we are
Is me and you………