vehemence…

22 09 2009

who am i..why do you come near me..cause u want me…cause you think i am beautiful…am i…look again…i am an ugly angel…..who you see living,smiling,laughing,crying…with beautiful eyez to die for…..with large wings that flutter to fly….with an halo that illuminates my soul….with tears that cry with yours…. i am the one u’ll love for no reason…. but then i scream….asking you to look again…look at me….look into these eyes….deep inside…..do you see me bleed…..do you see the fire that Burns the halo….the rage that tears my wings….the devil that rips my soul…..do you see..haa…the beautiful devil…camouflaged behind the angel….do you see me…living this death with complete insanity….do you see my ghost that makes me oh so sane….no….you dont….you cant as you are too blinded by the obvious…..by the ugly…..no..you can never know….you dont deserve to know me…. and dont you dare to come any where near me…..ma fire will burn ya down…i’ll poison u so slowly that u’ll beg for more….beg to die…..but i’ll still keep u alive cause u dont deserve death……..

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Consumed by fire, Renewed by the flames, Reborn inside and out

15 09 2009

Phoenix Archoooo txt1





8 09 2009

hahaha

tears fill my eyes,

silence keeps me silent ,

thoughts completely die,

am i myself

are we really ourselves

its such a irrelevant question

is there any truth in what u see in the mirror

in the shadow that trails your body every moment

are you really you

why do i live in the moment of  I

why do i ask myself this .. always ???

Night..

when you can close your eyes to the illusions the

day presents..

when you can cut out the blinding light of the sun

and say hi to the other side..

Night..

is sitting under that lamp-post lost in thoughts you

wont ever be brave to face in the light ..

Night ..

when ya cant see whats ahead of you

but whats within you

night is the time of truth..

there are no more masks to say hi too..

no more feeling sick of the fake smiles..

night is feeling alone,,

feeling like what God feels.. yes

Night is The God – The Unknown

shadowed again…

untamed again….

insanity….





blue violin

7 09 2009

hisviolin